Hello Goodbye

"Life is a series of arrivals and departures" - A View From The Top (2003)

Dream Catcher

Begitu ku-google image kata "dream", yang muncul adalah gambar-gambar absurd. Tapi kalo ditarik benang merahnya, kebanyakan gambar melibatkan langit, bintang-bintang, bulan, sayap, sungai panjang atau danau. Mungkin karena mimpi adalah sesuatu yang jauh untuk dijangkau (seperti langit), sesuatu yang indah dan berkilau (seperti bulan dan bintang), dan kita harus terbang tinggi (dengan sayap) untuk menggapainya. Mimpi penuh misteri (seperti sungai berliku) atau dalam menenangkan (seperti danau) namun airnya sama-sama menyejukkan hidup yang semakin mematahkan semangat.

I am a dreamer. Was, I guess.. 'Cos I realize this recent, the more I hit the reality, the more I give up my dreams, one by one. I'm too afraid to dream big.

Meanwhile, I found that I am now was a simple dream of a little town girl-me back then. I dreamt to be an independent woman, workin' in a big city.. and here I am!

Wish I met another you, a partner to dream big together... Or I have to learn to fly with these broken wings..

Plain

In geography, a plain is a land with relatively high relief, as well as flat (www.en.wikipedia.com)

For a heart feeling, plain is about feeling nothing. Even it's sooo much better when you hating someone.

The pic describes it both.... very very well.

Sadly Satisfied

Felt like being used, no more.

It just felt right using you.

But sadly, it couldn't ease the pain.

No Direction

Between fool and faithful, I am a kind of trapped...

The Moment I See Me Cried

I really miss this. Crying out loud, tell the whole world that I was so dissapointed!
Wondering, do adults not cry?
'Cause I can't cry now. And it makes the pain more torturing.

Again

Again, learning.
Got the lesson but still need time to absorb.
I am a slow absorber lately.